You left and sailed away alone
And you got me trapped up on this island.
seconds seem like a lifetime
Thursday, March 26, 2009 / 1:02 AM


I somehow find you and I collide. I'm a part time lover full time friend. A thousand miles seem pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars to walk to you if I had no other way. How wrong we were to think that immortality meant not dying. I know your heart will mend but since since I messed up it's time for me to 'fess up. I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake. I'll keep singing this lie if you keep believing it. Right me when I am wrong, hold me when I am scared, and love me when I am wrong. I'd give up forever to touch you 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. With just a look they shook and heavens bowed before. You want me on your team so does everybody else. I would never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you never loved me. You should be happy I know you are, you made me happier than I'd been so far. Alone at last together in a photography our eyes are always open, devoted to perfection through silence. I'm writing again, these letters to you on much I know out I'm not sleeping and your not here the thought stop my heart...

...mixed emotions...